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my church’s easter light show!

By April 13, 2009Blog

First of all, I celebrated Easter alone.

That’s because my wife took Elias to see her family in Wisconsin. And look what I missed.


Gosh, I love this kid: he’s such a light for me. I’m very thankful that God put him in my life.

Speaking of Easter and “light,” yesterday’s worship service at Cross Point Church was extraordinary.

To be honest, I was a little nervous about going.

That’s because a few days earlier, Pete (he’s the pastor) had warned me about that morning’s scheduled “light show.” Laughing, he said, “MPT, you are going to LOVE the light show.”

He was being sarcastic.

Now, for those of you who don’t know, his little attempt at “humor” was in reference to something that I wrote about in my book Churched–the part where I described my church’s light show as being one big “joygasm.” It’s funny. Since then, my opinion of Cross Point’s “lights” has become a bit of an inside joke among the church staff. But quite honestly, Cross Point’s weekly “Technicolor Light-Spectacular” has been tamed down in recent months, seemingly taking on a “less is more” quality that for the most part works quite nicely.

But that wasn’t the case yesterday.

It was Easter Sunday–you know, God’s BIG wham-bam-thank-you-ma’am GRAND finale, and well, Cross Point’s light show was, uh…

BIG. No, it was BIG!!!

While watching the service’s opening number–OK, it was a scripture reading, but this scripture reading was “produced,” which made it worthy of being called a “number”–I sort of felt like I was in Vegas. I kept looking around to see if Bette Midler or perhaps Barry Manilow or even a few showgirls were going to drop out of the ceiling wearing glow-in-the-dark angel wings.

Or maybe Jesus all aglow in sequin–you know, like a southern gospel singer.

Two minutes into the church’s opener, the guy sitting next to me leaned over and said, “This is SOOOO Nashville! I LOVE IT.”

I smiled.

He and I had just met a few moments before. He was a firsttime visitor at Cross Point, and has, for a long time, been looking for a church home. (More about him in a bit.)

But you know what? I must say: the production worked! Maybe I’ve become a softy during my time at Cross Point or perhaps my perspective is far too influenced by the fact that I LOVE the people on the church staff as well as the volunteers who work so hard each week putting the service together. It’s funny how your opinions shift when you know the hearts of those behind the “production.”

Anyway, yes, the production worked. A couple of times, I admit it even made tears form in my eyes. No, actually, I almost wept.

But that’s because, at yesterday’s service, despite my church’s display of Galgotha with a bit more glitz and glamour than I would prefer, the production never overpowered the story. It didn’t lose its focus. I mean, good production, even in a church setting, is a fantastic asset as long as the production isn’t about the “production” and remains a simple (or not-so simple) manner in which to tell the story.

And Cross Point nailed it. (No, pun intended, I promise.) The production told the Gospel story. And they even invited the people in attendance to engage the gospel story. It was a powerful and worshipful time.

But next year, Cross Point, see if you can get Bette to attend!

And then came Pete’s message, a sermon he called “The Anatomy of Hope.”

It was beautiful. Hopeful. Passionate. Creative. Inclusive. My favorite quote that he said went something like this… “During Easter we talk a lot about Friday, the night Jesus died. And then we talk a lot about Sunday’s resurrection. But we rarely mention or even consider Saturday. Saturday is the hard day. The ‘waiting’ day. The day when you feel like giving up. Most of us, in our own lives, are living in the Saturday. But I believe that God does his best work on Saturdays, while we’re waiting, praying, and hoping for a Sunday.”

I got to church early yesterday morning, and when I sat down in my pew, I was like 1 of 10 people sitting in the auditorium. A few moments later, the firsttime visitor I mentioned earlier sat down next to me. We didn’t know each other, but we struck up a conversation because he recognized me. Not because I am an author, but because he’d seen me sitting toward the front at an Augusten Burroughs speech at Vanderbilt just a few days before.

Since we were both early, I had the pleasure of hearing his story. And while it’s not my story to share, let me just say this: he’d been beaten up by a lot of Christians and a lot of churches because he didn’t fit their mold.

“It’s been difficult believing that I have a place in a church,” he said. “But I had to come to church on Easter–I had to. So I decided to try here.”

A few minutes later he asked, “Do you think somebody like me would feel welcomed here?”

“Yes,” I said. “Out of any church I’ve ever been to, one thing I know about Cross Point is that it loves people. We don’t believe that you have to fit into a particular mold to engage the story of God.”

It felt so good being able to say that and mean it. Because I believe it’s true–anybody, no matter what their backstory is should never feel like they don’t belong.

Several times during Pete’s message, I noticed the man wipe tears away from his eyes.

As we were leaving, my new friend looked at me and said, “This seems like a very loving church. I’ll be coming back.”

That’s what the resurrection story is all about, an open invitation for people to come and be a part of the greatest story ever told, a story that far too often “The Church” uses to shut people out, a story that, if given the chance, will shine light on the darkness that has settled into so many churches.

And if that doesn’t work, God could always use Cross Point’s light show. It might work, as long as he doesn’t mind the colors pink and torquoise.

(Much gratitude to Pete and the entire Cross Point staff for creating a worship environment that is welcoming and hopeful for people who don’t fit the “evangelical” mold. I for one am grateful.)

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  • Anne Jackson says:

    You mean you didn’t see Bette? She sang BGVs on stage left.

  • pete wilson says:

    Thanks for your kind words Matthew. And thanks for engaging with the guy next to you. I”ll be praying he comes back!

    I knew you would love the lights! 🙂

  • nicole says:

    i completely agree. i’m not normally a fan of the big production but yesterday it was all overshadowed by the great message of hope.

  • I am hoping they captured the “light show” on video:)

    I missed yesterday’s service but reading your post, I felt like I was there. You completely captured the beauty that is Cross Point.

  • First of all, that Elias is just too cute for words!

    As for the service…it’s easy to see how far you’ve come and now you’re helping others who have “been there” find their way, too.

    Way to go Cross Point for BEING Jesus.

  • It is so interesting to me how different we can see things. If you offered me a million bucks, I could not have told you what colors the lights were yesterday. I have never paid attention…. but I will admit….everytime a video plays at Cross Point with loud music in the intro…..I always wish I had popcorn….

    I’m glad you love Cross Point despite some of the flash. And I’m so happy that your new friend will be coming back….I really hope he does.

    Happy Easter!

  • Matt–I’ve known you for a long time. Read your words. Heard your thoughts. The God that Pete and the crew have given room for is obviously reaching those, like you, who’ve had their turn at Christianity and given up. I know you’re not alone. I’m sure there were countless others there that day besides the guy next to you.

    Well told experience. Thanks for helping us see what’s important.

  • Should have re-read that before I posted. Not that you had given up on Christianity…I meant the church.

    This is how rumors get started.

  • Sarah says:

    hey there matthew, i’m a blog follower of yours & wanted to say thanks for sharing this experience. CP is an incredible church that i’m very thankful for. I’m also blessed by people like you that do take time out to talk and make others feel welcome as a regular church attender. It really does make all the difference in the world.

    thanks for the post – love the blog!

  • Juliet says:

    Ahh I love this post! As usual, I wish I lived in Nashville and could go to Cross Point instead of living in NEW JERSEY. I just bought “Churched” and can’t wait to read it!
    Do you know if Pete’s sermon is available online? I’ve always felt Easter Saturday was an incredible day. When I was little I hated it — I was so sad and empty thinking Jesus was dead. Now I see it differently, and would really love to read/hear that sermon! Thanks!

  • steve says:

    OK this is my first blog, my wife sent me this link. I’ve been attending a Baptst church my entire life and involved in a local Baptist Church now. We’ve been going to the 8:30 service at Cross Point and then we make our 10:30 service also. I’m a little older than the average Cross Point age group, and I confess I initally visited for the music. It’s refreshing and exciting to say the least to see young people today so enthusiastic and passionate in their love for Christ. The Christmas service and Easter both were fabulous and the comment earlier is true, the messeages were strong and weren’t over shadowed by the flash. As long as we stay humble and true to our faith in Christ and never make it about us personally or to bring attention to ourselves, bring on the Flash. The Saturday point in Sunday’s message I have never heard before either, good job Pete for being so in tune to God’s message and making it apply to life today. keep it up! sorry if this is too.

  • Man i just want to see the lights! I just adored the words you wrote then Matthew! X.

  • Kacie says:

    That is AWESOME. I wrote a post about my Easter Sunday experience and I struggle with similar things. I don’t particularly that my church is big, emotional, and glitzy (ditto on the lights show). HOWEVER… I see Jesus there, and I too get to witness people seeing Jesus there and being changed…..

    So in the end… who am I to judge?

    Though you know, I did just LOVE the liturgical chanting of Psalm 77 that I got to experience at a small Lutheran church I went to for Good Friday

  • i just read the end of “churched” to a CP friend who was telling me about this post and your reference to the light show!!! love your rendition and like pete said, thank you for engaging with the visitor. it takes those folks like you to help make all who enter feel welcome!

    i love reading something that makes me laugh as well as cry… this post did both! 🙂

  • Jenni Catron says:

    I don’t really have much to add to the comments, but I always love your honesty and candor. I’m so glad that you guys are a part of Cross Point!

  • Susan says:

    i really hope the light show was recorded and put online. i’ve never been to a church that has anything even close to that, so i’m curious to see it.