CCM‘s April issue is the final print edition. People keep asking if I’m sad, and the truth is, I am sort of sad. Even though my final days as the editor were very difficult, I still consider my two years working there some of the best years of my life.
I’m still trying to decide whether or not I like the final cover (are Amy and Smitty in heaven?). And the scarfs… what’s the deal with the scarfs?
I had a lot happen in those years…
-I met and interviewed Amy Grant in her home. As a longtime Amy fan, that was a dream come true. I’m pretty sure my parents thought I had “made it” then! But the experience was kind of bittersweet, most because my publisher demanded that I ask Amy again about her divorce (CCM had covered it a couple years prior). Seriously, I was sent into the interview with this mission: “Get her to say she’s sorry.” I was so nervous about bringing up the divorce again, not because I was chicken, but because it was OLD news. I think I posed the question like this, “Amy, please forgive me for having to ask this question again, but I have no choice…” Amy’s quotes didn’t satisfy the publisher, so basically “made up” the quotes. (The politics were ungodly.) But Amy… she’s a magical person, thought-provoking and kind, and so comfortable in her own skin–one of the most amazing individuals I have ever had the pleasure to meet. If you care to read the “interview,” go here.
-My interview with Jaci Velasquez caused a huge mess. USA Today quoted me as saying, “All hell broke loose.” Quite honestly, I think that was a misquote. Anyway, we got more hate mail for that interview because of its title: Crazy! Sexy? Christian. That was the title on the inside; it was supposed to go on the cover, but the publisher wouldn’t allow it.
-I met Jessica because of CCM. While she was a senior at the University of Wisconsin (studying PR), she wanted more than anything to come and work in the Christian music industry. Out of the blue, while I was online under my CCM “screename,” she said hello, and we’ve chatted every day except one (I was Nicaragua that day). Crazy story though: That summer she interned at Sparrow Records, but was let go because she was dating me. I got fired two weeks later. We laugh about it now.
-The people I worked with. All of the editors taught me something. Some of them taught me about writing and others taught me about life and God. We certainly had our disagreements and weren’t afraid to voice our frustrations, but at the end of the day, we had fun. Gosh, did we have fun. I miss those days. Most of the people who I worked with are gone now, and I do keep in touch with a lot of them.
Oh well, enough with the sentimental stuff, cheers to CCM…
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I will always be thankful you were at CCM. I love you honey.
My son just got his last copy of CCM. I was blown away to hear it was the last issue. I remember reading it to learn about Christian music back in the 80’s when I first became a Christian. I had forgotten you were there!
Leeland. Crazy! Sexy? Christian.
Your interview with Jaci was fantastic. Clear-sighted, fun, and you treated her like a real person, not some virginal idol. When I was younger, I was fresh out of Christian school and very into the Christian-version-of-everything-scene. Now, thankfully, I operate on a much more case-by-case basis rather than embracing the CBA/CCM/etc industries as a whole, because of stuff like the way people treated Amy and Jaci about their divorces, the publisher politics you just described…and the flat-out ridiculousness of “Christian”-ness as exemplified in this hilarious blog. Thanks.
i got into CCM magazine thanks to your time there! … the article on skate night, remember?
My friend Robert lived in Amarillo, TX several years ago. One day he called me laughing to tell me a story. He was driving down the road and saw a new billboard with a “hot chick” on it. So, of course, he kept looking up at it. When he got close enough, he realized he was looking at a new ad for the local Christian radio station. (It wasn’t Jaci, it was Rebecca St. James) So, the same Christian music industry that doesn’t want you to use the word “sexy” is perfectly happy to emphasize the sexy factor in its choice of artists and the way they are marketed.
Ah, the joys of working in the CCM world…